Current mood:	contemplative
Current music:	the same songs over and over again on 95.5

love and other stuff
I'm in love.... yes, i am. It feels really good but it can also be really draining sometimes. Yesterday we had the most amazing day. After all of the doubts we had on friday and all that tension yesterday we had a great day. We walked around and went to brunch, got some work done and went out to party. Well, Xanadu doesn't exaclty party the way i did, so we went over to Xunta, stopped in this amazing little bookstore on the way. At xunta we were ALL OVER each other, like those couples that i really hated watching when i was single.... we were even feeding each other.

we wanted to go bar-hopping after that, but it didn't really work. Openair looked cool but it was empty and they wanted $5 to get in for a dj that wasn't going to go on for 1hr (it would have been amazing - q-burns), and we decided to go to this other place that we passed by that looked cool from the outside. It was about the size of my bedroom, and the designers of the place never actually thought to give the dj some space, so the decks were set up off to the side. But they were playing some crazy tribal music and they let xanadu smoke.

but something happened on the way from openair to standard - i felt like i lost xanadu. i don't know where she went, but she was in some other place. and trying to figure out what happened and how to get her back took all the energy out of me, i was so tired when we got to the other bar. and she proceeded to make fun of me for the rest of the night. i passed out as soon as we got home :)

oh by the way... we found an AUSTRALIAN in new york - it just opened 1mo ago. its expensive ($2 for each piece of chocolate!) but its worth it. if you've ever been to amsterdam you know what i'm talking about. OMG!!!!!!!

but the funniest part was that they had no idea how to run the store... least of all the credit card machine. there was something on fire and the girl proceeded to pour water on it and the whole counter started smoking. it was great.

eh, i'm not sure how to always keep the highs of love, but to avoid the silly lows. i mean the only reason why this started was because i asked how she was and she said "okay" instead of something else. And no, i'm not overanalyzing, trust me.

Oh well, today she offered to come with me to visit my dad. how cool is that? it will be interesting when he meets her - he's been going hardcore into the jewish thing, but i think he'd be one to say that my happiness is more important then anything else. my mom is a whole other story....